It’s a horrible day, all moody and grey but I’m doing ok.
Having days that are ok are ok. I’m not always sad, I have sadness. I am a mother with empty arms but a full heart for my baby. He’s that little twinkle in my eye that I carry with me always.
I started my Your Contour 12 week program yesterday. I did really well. It was leg day and I managed to complete my workout. I was slow and it hurt, but I did it. Don’t get me wrong, my arse is aching like crazy today but I feel better. I can do this. I’ll post before and after pictures at the end. For my own sanity I’m not talking weight etc, just that I have a lot to lose. I need to be healthy and strong when we try again. It’s key to ensuring we have a better pregnancy and more of a chance for bringing our baby home this time. That purpose is the driver in this.
So after my breakfast goes down I’m going to do my upper body workout and get on with my day. I’m not stopping. I’m not self sabotaging. This is too important.
Even on the grey days you have to keep moving forward. Don’t stop and don’t give up. You can do this and so can I.
– Allana x